years

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                                               1961

                           a tramline – petrol steel –
                           set in sandstone
                           by a few cobbles
                           curving straight, straight along

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                               1961 – Marilyn

                               slanting rain
                               against the single palm
                               against the patio door
                               on the sandstone flags
                               by the grey grey pool

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                                                              1963

                      later I learnt to express ‘was the moon in the river or the
                      river in the moon?’ but then they were a strange
                      composite an other beauty

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                                1963

            an evening-green tree but a too blue sky

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                                                                                                  1964

            splannng                                - it’s been a Hard Day’s Night

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                                     1964

                                there were ways
                                through the borders
                                of the white carpet

                                between the tendrils
                                and flowers onto
                                the black tar boards

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                                                                                                    1964

I think I preferred to swing on a star – the chance of pure clean emotion – and have the company of a mule and a pig to join the cow that jumped, the cat, the fiddle, the crooked old lady and anything else recognisable but incongruous

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                           1964 – open window

                           so foggy and
                           wet that there were
                           water runs down
                           the windscreen
                           driving along by
                           the sea – a firm
                           grey cushion

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                                                              1965

                                                 yellow
                      whoosh marks from Batman’s cape
                          in the red red sky

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                                                                 1965

                           different grey roads, pavements, buildings, windows
        but above them all a mauve sky

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1967

in the 17th floor
apartment the
mauve wall the
white up-turned
bowl and the
not-yet-dressed
Christmas tree
standing over
the city
morning
lights

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          1967

          clothes were squeezed
          between two rollers –
                don’t put them through
                too bunched up –
          and the still-soapy water poured
          back into the drum while

          through the window
          London clanked and
          greyed either side of
          the Thames

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                                1967

                deep vermillion streaked
                with lemon purple between
                the dull olive silhouette
                of rooftops wires and cornices

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                                                              1967

                                dark-stained floorboards
                                              and white-wood crates

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                                              1967

            new-style tube-framed dark-brown chairs
                                and through the window the deep-green
                                              fir-trees in the evening

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                                                                              1967
                                                                         stepped out
                                                                 behind the lead-lined
                                                        pediment three floors up wearing
                                                    the yellow Man  from  UNCLE badge

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            1968

            seamlessly
            grey sky

            brown
            treetops

            and the
            single
            black
            lamp post

                      …walk on by

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                            1968

                even with the
                stone-bright
                plastic raincoats

                there were still
                car lights and
                office lights

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                           1968

                in the cities
                the walls of shadows
                receded from the page

                inward

                the bay was foggy
                the bridge lights
                hung – from overhead to

                the other shore -

                there were solitary
                hills with a small tree that
                reached over the

                boroughs and districts

                the ceiling was bottle green
                the light was a triangle
                and Batman paused

                under his cowl

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                                1969

                chrome and
                plastic control

                turned

                waiting for the
                picture to warm up

                the snow lay
                dirty now
                by the roadside
                and the tree

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                                1969

                slippy ruts
                sky puddles
                but mud-spatter
                up to the thighs

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                                                                      1969

                                   her face like a plate
                                   her smile like a smirk
                                   her voice said “table”
                                   over my shoulder

                                   smelled of wet mouth
                                   I kissed the mouth of
                                   Emma Peel breathing
                                   her heady scalp

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                                                                      1970

                                                   to my uncle
                                                   shifting on
                                                   hardplastic seat
                                                   of darkwood chair
                                                      – crack –
                                                   elbow-lean on
                                                   relief carvings on
                                                   table-edge
                                                      – creak –
                                                   to execute a
                                                   perfect tree
                                                   on the horizon
                                                   with just two strokes
                                                   one brown
                                                   one green

                                                   I knew then
                                                   to put down
                                                   my compass plans
                                                   for every detail
                                                   but I am only
                                                   just now
                                                   realising it

 

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                                                      1971

                                              at night
                                a black jacket
                                with deep purple
                                lapels

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                                        1972

    walking across the high park ground of the city in the
    evening with a new roll-neck jumper and the acoustic twelve-
    string response to the band’s la-la-la la

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                                                                1972

                                 steps up to the
                                 deep raised garden
                                 muddy and grassless
                                 to the level of the first floor

                                 early morning April
                                 Indian dress and green
                                 Wellington boots

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                                                      1972

                                        rain-sprinkled tarmac
                           evening shop lights petrol rainbow
                                 in the gutter

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                                   1973

                     under a bottle-
                     green shade lamp
                     on a string doily

                     a lacquered black
                     piano and notes
                     which echo in a
                     dark hangar

                     and

                                   polish

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                                                              1973

                     late in the evening
                     trees shifted in the breeze outside
                     while peoples’ lives were touched on the tv

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                                     1974 – Greens
                                     End Woolwich

                                     grey skies
                           above Wellington Street
                           and bright bowls of white light
                           atop stripey poles at the crossings

                                     grey squares
                           of the department store corner facade
                           plastic headscarf against the
                           drizzle scattered all about the tarmac

                                     red 122A
                           flat-face bus pauses before
                           the neon interior of the
                           carpet store crowdsofpeople

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                                              1975

                           and at length
                           we arrived at the
                           street corner looking
                           down at the mauve
                           pavement the mauve
                           gutter and the mauve
                           trouser-legs and shoes
                           standing around
                           under the mauve
                           and purple sky

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                                                                      1976

          watching the moonlight work across the shag carpet for the first time

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                                1976

                     night
                     green
                     sloping
                     pathways
                and an orange streetlight

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                                                   1976

                                     seeing apricot sunlight
                                     on the back wall from
                                     through the leaves
                                     by the housing estate
                                     in the later evening
                                     for the first time

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                                                   1976

                                   I sat in the dark
                                   and wrote a poem
                                   about the moon
                                   across the floor

                                   in secret I had
                                   found the point

                                   I went to bed
                                   late and en-nerved
                                   and slept secure

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                                                                      1977

rain falling so heavy it made circular ripples in the sheet of water already across the road.   In the morning the paper said the King is Dead

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in ’61 we had to make way for a new baby I guess – someone else in my world
in ’71 I started the journeys to school where the world was brown and leafy
in ’81 I got married and dedicated my world to another
in ’91 I don’t really know what had happened to the world
in ’01 I offered my markbook to make my mark in the world
in ’11 I finally gave up offering but not sure if I am discovering – bracken-wet and new
       vista – a brave new world?

 

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                                                   1970s

                                          swinging ‘round
                                          on the top deck
                                          of the bus to meet

                                          the advert on the
                                          corner side
                                          of the building

 

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