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                                              dream 290697

                at the front garden wall of Eglinton Hill
                it has been painted textured-yellow not quite finished

                I own the house I am older now
                my kids come out to see me I have returned home

                what work has been done while I was at work
                                (what life went on while Dad was away)

                step straight into the front room     it is a kitchen now
                1960s re-decorated small-flowered sunny

                I go with the kids to the other rooms
                how they had changed and I rose out of sleep

                I described it to C the grief came up
                my Dad had left I still feel the hurt I began to cry

                I cannot forgive I have high expectations of everyone
                                proud angry and aloof





Dad wormhole: Manhattan 2012
divorce wormhole: dawn
dream wormhole: park
Eglinton Hill wormhole: noticeably
garden wormhole: downhill
house wormhole: ‘at night …’
kitchen & sun wormhole: almost-Escher
walls wormhole: retirement
yellow wormhole: ‘”Never,” / said the Sandman …’