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                                                      I have read
                           I have sat
but still want


            to affirm my worth
                      to affirm my necessariness

I cannot just face my just-am-ness

                                              and yet there is so much in ‘just
                      the endless endless appearances
            and there is so much in ‘am
                      the precision of the still still fulcrum
        from which they never came
and which was never there





part of … oh
being & talking to myself wormhole: zero
identity wormhole: there is no / meritocracy
life wormhole: fifty / years / old