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                           this lost soul just
                           keeps on living
                           day to day

                having an idea –
                     attitude explanation stance –
                I could face the future
                I could go into the future with a purpose
                I could be       in the future
                but I wasn’t now

                there is an adrenalin in
                     ‘now I can be …’ now
                     they will notice me now
                     I’ll be recognised now
                     they will see I was right

                I have lived a long time facing
                the ‘now I can…’ future or lost
                because I cannot find the point
                     at all but I have not been me
                     I have lived despite
                me future or no future
                     but no me




identity wormhole: awayday / update
living wormhole: coffee shop / inculcation