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                      sitting may be everything

            that I spend my life avoiding –
                                un-building un-comfortable
                      un-balanced un-accumulative
            not-fitting-in – but

            never the less important to inhabit this
                                the fundamental experience of my life
                      which all my creation all my endeavour
                                              seek to vindicate and justify

            I aim for sublimity despite it
                                and I suffer ennui
                      trying to maintain it rather
            I should embrace it –

            awkward uninspiring dead numb
                                just sitting is a mine of new finds
                      ever still uncomfortable
            but not un-valuable because of that

                                if only I could …
                      – stoppitnow





life wormhole: sitting
living & sitting wormhole: from my childhood