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                                   2nd November 2011

                      forty four years to the day
                      it should have been my day
                                   it wasn’t
                      I had to be understanding
                                   I didn’t
                      everyone else was upset
                                   so was I
                      but I just kept on going
                                   no I didn’t

                      it hasn’t been
                      my day ever since
                      no one listens
                      no one gets me
                      I am ever
                      on my own

            if only I could pretend that nothing was wrong I’d have crowds of friends
                      but I can’t
                      is wrong

                      I was 52 today
                      what a fucking waste
                      of time





birthday & divorce wormholes: Moebius strip
identity wormhole: staying alive
living wormhole: in sisting / on sitting / in sitting
renunciation wormhole: renounce
time wormhole: afternoon 290613