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2012, 6*, awareness, being, compassion, honesty, identity, meditation, pointlessness, reading, talking to myself, three poisons, voices, writing
only
when I
really look
at what has been in my skin all of the day and all of the night
do I have something then
to write about
only
when I attend to all that is happening in me even
the boredom
even the pointlessness
even the ‘but-I-just-don’t-want-to’
even the ‘I-can’t-do-this’ the ‘I’d-be-better-writing, I’d-rather-be-reading’
only then
only then
am I meditating
even though it is uncomfortable
it is unfulfilling
it is unfamous
it is unsalvific but
nothing happens unless I face them all
unless I
open
to them
all
————w(O)rmholes________________________________|—–
awareness wormhole: 3:30 am
being & identity & pointlessness & talking to myself wormhole: Child of Illusion
compassion wormhole: again
meditation wormhole: adversely / mistaking the finger for the moon / again
reading wormhole: good / enough
voices wormhole: the library, / you know …
writing wormhole: fly
