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2012, 6*, abandonment, ageing, being, belonging, childhood, comics, Dad, difficulty, doing, duty, emergence, growth, life, liquorice, living, looking, others, play, reading, settling, society, sound, talking to myself, values
young –
I don’t know how things are done I just stare wonderingly and act inexplicably
sometimes
but I had the perfect cover – I was a child
Dad left –
I still don’t know how things happen so I sit and explore the wonder in comics
most of the time
under cover of being – ‘the man of the house now’
teenager –
I still don’t know how to be with others
but I am finding an ethic and aesthetic wonderful within the things I don’t understand and beginning to see
that others do not
while reading and being a student – that’s what students do
and adult –
I do all the things I’m supposed to do
but still do not understand them and even try to take them seriously
all the while slowly becoming old and left alone
politely – I’m past understanding now
was it me –
or was there really nothing to understand all along
or did I just go wrong looking for the sparkle elsewhere than where I’d find it …
…
…? – play play play
with everything – the sounds the difficulty and the long long strands of liquorice
————w(O)rmholes________________________________|—–
abandonment wormhole: I don’t know what to do …
being wormhole: the empty page:
childhood wormhole: transition
comics wormhole: Knapps
Dad wormhole: … still waving!
doing wormhole: the Big Stage
emergence wormhole: still there // above the / Dallin Road / allotments / looking high over the river and the city
life wormhole: lost self
living wormhole: Have what, now?
looking wormhole: let
others wormhole: as they wish
play wormhole: NOW!!!
reading & talking to myself wormhole: tag cloud poem III – the journey to BEING and back again
settling wormhole: 25% scaffolding & rope
society wormhole: shared anxiety
sound wormhole: tired
Your wormholes are becoming ever more plentiful, my friend… Thank you for this, what wonderful blending of the distant and the immediate… Be well~
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soon – all the holes will collapse into one black hole drawing everything into each others’ orbits by their own gravity – but the quest will continue … be quest (?)
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the under
standing is
there if you
stand under
it or it
was not just
you or it
was just not
you or it
just was not….
what a knot!
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natch!
a n n d …
… r e l a x
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