silent crash
I had taken
on the mantle of
remaining quiet and self-contained
all my life since I was eight and
I have a feeling
no one really wanted
or benefitted from
or even noticed
that I did so
it has been the
vague way
through which I have defined myself
but it was
not that
necessary …
after all
bit-of-a-facer
for someone
I suppose
————w(O)rmholes________________________________|—–
being & doing & life wormhole: amid
breakdown & identity wormhole: fractured –
others wormhole: vagued
pointlessness wormhole: the meaning is the moment all day long
realisation wormhole: a splash of fresh water