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                                                silent crash

                                                                I had taken
                                                on the mantle of
                                                remaining quiet and self-contained
                                                all my life since I was eight and
                                                                I have a feeling
                                                no one really wanted
                                                or benefitted from
                                or even noticed
                                                that I did so

                                                it has been the
                                                vague       way
                                                through which I have defined myself

                                                but it was
                                                                not that

                                                                              after all

                                                                              for someone
                                                                                              I suppose





being & doing & life wormhole: amid
breakdown & identity wormhole: fractured –
others wormhole: vagued
pointlessness wormhole: the meaning is the moment all day long
realisation wormhole: a splash of fresh water