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                                              to have gentleness in what I do
                                to forsake the old anxiety
                that drives me to do different to be better to achieve vindication
                                              to cultivate a dwelling counter to
                                pushing through and defining myself
                by that pushing
                                the way to set up home in this all is to just sit
                and to just do whatever I am doing while
                                              reversing the polarity





anxiety & doing & settling & sitting wormhole: should is good when / too used to cruise
being wormhole: contemplating my painted copy / of Vallejo’s Conan
identity wormhole: whirlpool