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2015, 6*, ambition, breakdown, childhood, circular poem, creativity, depression, dissolving, doing, doubt, expectation, eyes, heart, history, identity, letting go, life, naïveté, pride, realisation, self, self-love, thinking, time
it is amazing
I realise because how much
again and again before the same old
unambiguous heart ambition can
to find my naïve and cover the
again and again same old illness
self and relapse and seem to be
will have to build my the cure I suppose
that it isn’t although I I should be grateful
eventually heartened that I’m not cured
broken, and then as I thought –
and I am heart- gives me something
virtuous was despite more for pride
I thought everything to relinquish
creative was despite and love to
I thought everything dissipate leaving
was always despite the cure ready-
I thought the cure prescribed and
but for the doubt; dosed – a self-healed
slightly arched brows – man without edges
without history and
————w(O)rmholes________________________________|—–
breakdown wormhole: right to be
childhood wormhole: just words wiped across a line
circular poem wormhole: a known from without the unknown
creativity wormhole: sometimes
depression wormhole: anti-depressants
doing & identity wormhole: un … able
eyes wormhole: Dr Strange VI – to hold my face to the world
history wormhole: 1959 –– MANHATTAN –– 2012
letting go wormhole: I need to keep my eyes open / in meditation
life & thinking wormhole: step
naïveté wormhole: scattered
realisation wormhole: gently straighten
time wormhole: the edge has come …
K. A. Bryce said:
I liked it but I am not a fan of typographic sculpture persay. It was a bit confusing and I thought took away from what you were saying–but that’s just me. Smiles…>KB
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m lewis redford said:
I’m the same, I just go round and round in circles sometimes getting nowhere saying nothing
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Bonnie Marshall said:
So…I read the right side…very fine.
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m lewis redford said:
But … you can’t read the right side until you’ve read up the left … unfortunately; thanks
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Bonnie Marshall said:
Too late. Smiles.
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C said:
A nice reclamation of loathed word. Not sure I would have thought to start at the bottom and work my way up, but I guess that’s what you do?
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Leyla said:
great post..
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m lewis redford said:
thank you
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ghostbusterbev said:
Wonderful messages within the poetry and creatively displayed…you continue to surprise me with your creativity which seems limitless. If you have are a “self-healed man without edges” then I congratulate you on reconnecting with your soul.
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m lewis redford said:
thank you, Bev, but for the doubt, always the doubt which pulls one back into the relapse
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