Tags
2012, 2013, 2014, 6*, beauty, beguiled, being, biography, childhood, colour, communication, covert, emergence, eyes, identity, landscape, life, naïveté, offer, others, prophecy, role, thought, time, treasure, vague, work
vagued when young
and beguiled by sudden colour all beautiful but the treasure
I never knew
I had
I emerged myself
through the vague I buffed up the sudden-colour unsure
as I defined myself bas-
relief to my work
and role – maybe
I can reveal a treasure maybe this is what I am destined to do –
but they didn’t see it
so I kept it to myself
I made the call
there was no response eleven years twenty five years forty
five years
long
a long time
I have kept all my wonder secret within my eyes / it seeps out at times / exposed but not expressed / still vague still unsure no platform / I cannot lead I cannot prophesy … just / let it be found
(it is never found)
(it is sometimes tripped over) … fine
but then hubris
I thought I could – and I did – and I hung all my being on it – the turning point of my biography –
and the bleak landscape
I have found hard to bear
I am
better placed / and better identified / being covert
and not think
I could ever part the seas
————w(O)rmholes________________________________|—–
beauty wormhole: you are in uniform
being wormhole: achieving good-enough living
childhood & emergence & life wormhole: what to do
communication & identity wormhole: plethora: the Dark Knight Strikes Again (2002)
eyes wormhole: gazing at the night / as my eyes passed the jagged hole / my head disappeared
naïveté wormhole: (Little by Little)
others wormhole: the sounds the difficulty and the long long strands of liquorice
thought wormhole: which is worse
time wormhole: prologue
work wormhole: dream / 301197 // home
