chartless …

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1967, 2007, 5*, abandonment, business, career, children, comics, cult, Dad, family, groundlessness, isolation, land, life, lifestyle, music, people, poetry, private, relationship, religion, sea, searching, trauma

                                                                chartless …

                                … since 1967
                                no moorings no ports
                                my search for land
                                through comics poetry music religion
                                reclusive

                                … my own Dad
                                moored in music and
                                an ideal partner outside
                                his family his job his own business
                                reclusive

                                … people landlocked
                                from trauma have
                                houses and lifestyle
                                and children and soap and opera
                                all private

                                                … all susceptible to cults
                                and all of life is a
                fluid cult …

 

 

 

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abandonment & Dad & family wormhole: what life went on
career wormhole: dry rot
comics wormhole: Doctor Strange I – the trashcan tilted the better to see now the street
groundlessness & searching wormhole: hello, luvvey, do you want a cup of tea?
life wormhole: passing skies
music wormhole: words tumble like / boulders – poewieview #25
people wormhole: even / a second
poetry wormhole: Lapping Reflections [Deep Within Waters] – autumn
sea wormhole: The Boats of Vallisneria by Michael J Redford – Simon Upon The Downs

 

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preee- / senting // en- / senting

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2013, 6*, being, defeat, doing, growth, identity, isolation, others, pointlessness, recognition, superhero, zazen

 

 

 

                                                                                 preee-
                                                              senting

                                when I do
                                              anything
                just for myself
                                I audition myself straight into the part
                                              of Mark Redford – Tragedian
                                for a limited performance only
                tickets unavailable venue tbc
                                                              floorboard
                                creaks once echoes up among the gantries
                                              s-cough
                                the empty seats up
                the audience packed standing room only
                                              tough crowd
                                devastating
                without so much as a slight or an ignorance
                                                              quick
                                              draw the curtains

                                                                                 en-
                                                              senting

                                when I just do
                unspectacular to behold
                                              things just happen by themselves
                                because
                                                              I am just there
                                              doing nothing
                where I become the liquid engineering
                                              that makes your engine
                                run smoothly

 

 

 

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alone wormhole: and of course
being wormhole: ‘I wanted to write a poem’
doing & identity wormhole: the discovery of / leaving no trace
others wormhole: my life / of others
recognition wormhole: wrong
superhero wormhole: the writing’s / on the wall
zazen wormhole: when I sit I am the posture

 

and of course

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2011, 4*, growth, isolation, self-containment, talking to myself

 

 

 

                                and of course

            I am not the Arguer
            I am not the One to be Feared
            I am not the Fighter
            I am not the Leader

            any acting out
            I lose all bearing
            I become obliged
            to find bearing in
            a corporate that
            is not my own
            fish out of water

            I take the background role
            anonymous self-contained
            if I stop myself being seduced
            by the glamour …

            practise
            what I
            am awk
            ward diffi
            cult but act
            ually mo
            re wide
            ly focus
            sed in
            tegrate
            d con
            structive
            than the
            most pre
            scribed
            plan

 

 

 

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talking to myself wormhole: divorce