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sit

20 Tuesday Oct 2015

Posted by m lewis redford in poems

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2010, abandonment, ageing, Batman, bedroom, being, biography, birthday, books, border, branches, cape, carpet, cars, Catcher in the Rye, childhood, children, comics, compassion, counting, cowl, crying, Dad, divorce, father, flower, fog, fracture, French, green, guru, history, house, identity, image, leaf, life, living room, lyric, marriage, moonlight, Mum, music, night, numbers, parents, pattern, planets, posture, power, Salinger, self-compassion, sentient beings, settee, shadow, sitting, skyline, speech, stone, sunlight, superhero, Superman, surrealism, talking to myself, teaching, wife, world, writing, yin yang

 

 

 

                           I stared at the pattern of the carpet
                           driving my cars behind the settee
                           while my parents said final things
                           to each other; the twirl of the branches

                           a better life, the curl of a flower;
                           you’d better go, the border; and
                           never step back in this house again,
                           the shadow of the leaf is also a

                           darker green; I had never studied
                           the pattern before – never had to,
                           never could – I can work it out now,
                           see how it repeats; I think something

                           is happening with Mum and Dad
                           on the other side of the settee; but
                           this pattern continues around the
                           whole carpet, around the whole room;

                           only later – in bed – is it announced
                           what I had already known, and only
                           then could I ask why does it have to
                           happen to us and cry; only when it

                           was announced, only when it was
                           expressed; I had already known
                           but I could only count the patterns,
                           I could only drive the cars; and

                           as I cried, I was numb – pattern
                           before settee – I could fracture
                           from the world, just find a pattern;
                           you’re the man of the house now,

                           someone said to me, so I studied
                           the pages of comicbooks – patterns
                           of power, solving under cowl,
                           jumping under cape, between the

                           skyline and the world: I shall
                           throw stones high, until they
                           don’t come down; I shall dig so low
                           that no one could follow, no;

                           I shall count all numbers; I shall
                           collect all numbers; I shall
                           discover all planets; I shall adopt
                           the posture of heroes, no; I shall

                           number the histories; I shall weave
                           the texture of music; I shall taste
                           the shock of lyric; I shall smell
                           the books, no; I shall sunlight

                           the chorus; I shall cry the biography;
                           I shall see the image, and write them
                           into existence, yes; I shall follow
                           the curl and the twist and the twirl

                           under moonlight all the night long;
                           then, I shall play catch in the rye;
                           I shall alors les boulevards; I shall
                           yin the old yang; I shall surreal in

                           the fog; I shall honour my guru
                           I shall marry my wife; I shall father
                           my children; I shall teach in those classes –
                           but forty two years on, he had still

                           just left; and I still didn’t know how
                           to be the man; time to get out from
                           behind the settee, take a seat with
                           all the others, and
                                                  just
                                                  sit there with them all awhile

 

 

 

————w(O)rmholes________________________________|—–

abandonment & divorce wormhole: … back to the outbreath
Batman wormhole: zok! and pow!
bedroom & Dad wormhole: 1959 –– MANHATTAN –– 2012
being & identity & talking to myself & world & writing wormhole: out!
books wormhole: library: start where you are IV // all the distance I have travelled!
branches wormhole: Exceat to Cuckmere Haven
carpet wormhole: Ashdown Forest / 080213 14:47
cars wormhole: after all?
childhood & music wormhole: fantasia
comics wormhole: Detective Comics #345
compassion wormhole: de Boeddha // of light
father wormhole: sight / seeing
fog wormhole: my life / of others
green wormhole: three musicians
history wormhole: Brugges April 2015 – looking lost
house wormhole: House by the Railroad, 1925
life & speech wormhole: “write, let’s break outta here!”
living room wormhole: Woolwich Central – making life better II
Mum wormhole: dream 230315
night wormhole: mauve / night
posture & sitting & superhero wormhole: exactly equal
power wormhole: the continental stride of trains
shadow & teaching wormhole: … anymore
skyline wormhole: The Louvre in a Thunderstorm, 1909
stone wormhole: Evening Wind, 1921
Superman wormhole: escape from Flat Planet

 

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glass

04 Thursday Dec 2014

Posted by m lewis redford in poems

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'scape, 1979, 5*, bathroom, buildings, childhood, emergence, Genesta Road, moonlight, night, silence, windows

 

 

 

                                              the moonlight
                                on the side of the building
                through the frosted glass window quietly
                                              exploded

 

 

 

————w(O)rmholes________________________________|—–

bathroom wormhole: ‘mint toothpaste …’
buildings & Genesta Road wormhole: Plumstead – Woolwich 121114
childhood & windows wormhole: 1967
emergence wormhole: tag cloud poem VI – anyone’s eyes
night wormhole: footfall
silence wormhole: no cars / no planes

 

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only the Batman realises that he is dead

20 Tuesday May 2014

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2014, 4*, Batman, death, ghosts, living, moonlight, newspaper, night, reading, realisation, streets, time

                           the ghosts of Gotham past
                           haunt the streets busy at night

                           in topcoats and swirling beards
                           they buy the papers and read all about it

                           going about their business under the moonlight it is
                           only the Batman realises that he is dead

 

 

 

————w(O)rmholes________________________________|—–

Batman & night wormhole: gazing at the night / as my eyes passed the jagged hole / my head disappeared
death wormhole: the straight line of stones marking the geometry / of death / settle all their own levels over time to make / a new rhythm
ghosts wormhole: transition
living wormhole: anti-depressants
reading wormhole: the en-gentled / end of a wan / writing retreat
realisation wormhole: silent crash // … / after all
streets wormhole: tag cloud poem IV – C
time wormhole: old age

 

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1976

02 Saturday Jun 2012

Posted by m lewis redford in poems

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'scape, 1976, 2010, 3*, carpet, Genesta Road, living room, moonlight, white, years

 

 

 

                                                                      1976

          watching the moonlight work across the shag carpet for the first time

 

 

 

————w(O)rmholes________________________________|—–

1976 wormhole: 1976
carpet & white wormhole: 1964
Genesta Road wormhole: 1977
living room wormhole: the brown carpet
moon wormhole: the self
years wormhole: 1958

 

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tuning fork

23 Wednesday May 2012

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'scape, 2010, 5*, carpet, cars, combe end, Genesta Road, growth, moonlight, net curtains, night, sitting room, streetlight, streets, time, windows, writing

 

 

 

                                              tuning fork

                                sitting in the dark room
                                enjoying the street
                                under the street light
                                the car opposite
                                reverse-parked on the
                                steep drive
                                the family on holiday
                                for a week now
                                un-regularly
                                a security light
                                pixels through the
                                voile curtains
                                              off again because
                nobody is there

                                exactly thirty five
                                years ago I sat
                                on the living room
                                floor and watched
                                the moonlight work
                                its way across the
                                shag carpet for the

                                first time

                                writing

                                in the dark

 

 

 

————w(O)rmholes________________________________|—–

carpet wormhole: flat blue / carpet
cars wormhole: Seaford / 280310
combe end & net curtains & time & writing wormhole: ‘after an hour …’
Genesta Road wormhole: 1976
moon wormhole: ‘turning right …’
night wormhole: midnight
sitting room wormhole: sit
streets wormhole: 1975
streetlight wormhole: classic
windows wormhole: the open window

 

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"... the impulse to keep to yourself what you have learned is not only shameful; it is destructive. Anything you do not give freely and abundantly becomes lost to you. You open your safe to find ashes." ~ Annie Dillard

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    • Introduction
  • collected works
    • 25th August 1981 – count Up
    • askance From Hell
    • Batman
    • Bob 1995-2012
    • David Bowie Movements in Suite Major
    • Edward Hopper: Poems at an Exhibition
    • Eglinton Hill
    • FLOORBOARDS
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    • in and out / the Avebury stones / can’t seem to get / a signal …
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