happen//ing

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2011, 5*, being, chaos, decision, flow, non-doing, non-striving, politics, recognition, ripple, talking to myself, water, will

            happen doesn’t happen
            through will or decision
            creating chaos like an oar in water

            it doesn’t happen
            through positioning becoming part of the chaos
            riding a ripple

            neither does it happen
            by going with the flow
            becoming part of the chaos riding the trough

            or by not caring
            becoming submerged and possibly drowning
            happen happens

            when it is recognised
            amid the will the positioning the caring
            then

            the will the positioning the care happen
            like water poured into water
            ing

 

 

 

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being wormhole: trying to focus / on walking
flow wormhole: the both passive and transitive / non-presumptive pre-conceptualist attenuation of being
politics wormhole: listen willya
recognition wormhole: ashramas
talking to myself wormhole: magnetic field
water wormhole: one day / in 1956

 

hungry for a thread or two

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2015, being, blue, Carol, Dionne Warwick, Gran Canaria, holiday, home, muse, non-doing, non-striving, sky, travelling, writing

 

 

 

                                hungry for a thread or two

                                I gave it all up for her: the
                                timetables and the deadlines;

                                I travelled a thousand miles,
                                gave her blue skies and melocotones,

                                the whole deal; I just didn’t let up
                                not holding back in letting go to let it happen

                                and, guess what,
                                I left her on my desktop back home

 

 

 

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being & writing wormhole: birthday poem
blue & sky & travelling wormhole: all along the blue sky
Carol & home wormhole: dream 260815
Dionne Warwick wormhole: 1963
holiday wormhole: ‘filtered coffee …’
muse wormhole: Totnes

 

nu’ink, / that’s what

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2013, achievement, ambition, being, doing, existence, feeling, illusion, life, LoJong, non-doing, non-striving, practice, sitting, world

 

 

 

                nu’ink,
                that’s what

                                   I sit doing nothing
                                    achieving nothing
                                     evading anything which comes along and tries
                                     to feel something
                                     or to be anything
                                          it is not –

                or not –

            I shouldn’t even be doing it well
       or at least not try to be doing it well
                           or if I do anything well it is to give up all plan and ambition
            because I need to be trained well so that when I get up from sitting I’ll be limbered and loose to continue life in the unreal world
                                                         well

 

 

 

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being wormhole: H e a v e
doing wormhole: Dr Strange VII – the madness of Mordo
life wormhole: Desolation Angels
practice wormhole: I am a solid block of stone
sitting wormhole: gently straighten
world wormhole: darkness